In Too Deep

In The Time That's Past

Thu, 18 Apr 2013 17:22:38 -0400

I remember our adventures,

But you, I’d have to ask…

We talk as though we’re strangers.

You hide behind your flask.

Will we ever meet

When this is all said and done?

I beg of you, “do not retreat” -

The words of a loved one.

I hang onto your every word;

They resonate in my dreams.

Everything I once preferred

Now torn in two extremes.

The one, to give you all my love,

The other, to give you none.

We fit together like a glove,

A glove meant for no one.

Rising Action

Tue, 26 Mar 2013 07:21:34 -0400

Tensions are building
You can cut it with a knife
Down comes the ceiling
We’re exposed to the light
We’re weak and unsure
Covered by facade
But with time to mature
We’ll realize we’re flawed

Deserted

Sun, 10 Mar 2013 09:18:32 -0400

Benjamin, Benjamin, Benjamin
It’s not as though you don’t know,
I’m in love
And it’s the best feeling ever.

Benjamin, Benjamin, Benjamin
It’s nothing I wouldn’t show.
You see,
From here it only gets better.

Benjamin, Benjamin, Benjamin
Why won’t you accept my love?
I still try
To pretend it doesn’t hurt me.

Benjamin, Benjamin, Benjamin
Forget all I said above.
This is silly;
Meanwhile knowing that you’d desert me.

Infatuation

Thu, 07 Mar 2013 13:08:04 -0500

When you’re in love it’s hard to focus;
When you’re in love it’s work just to breathe.
The impossible lies beneath us
And the doubts are hard to believe.

When you’re in love you go crazy;
When you’re in love you’re not yourself.
The realities become hazy
And you’re living for something else.

When you’re in love you speak truths;
When you’re in love you rise to the occasion.
There’s the proof that this is youth,
Not love, but infatuation.

The Modern Woman

Sun, 10 Feb 2013 15:30:28 -0500

I am woman. Hear me roar… as I suck and tuck my way into these jeans.
Watch me as I prowl my dangerous prowl in high heels that leave my feet distorted and sore.
Be amazed as I leap from exercise machine to exercise machine and replenish myself with a salad.
Admire my stamina as I rush from errand to errand with enough time to spare to fix my hair, adjust my top, and spritz myself with scents of vanilla in the bathroom.
Fear me as I show my dominance with my obsessive stares, nervous giggles, laughing at all his jokes and reassuring him of what an impressive man he is.
Respect me as I watch him ignore me for another mate, cry my way through a tub of ice cream, and drive away all my friends by relating every topic back to him.
Be shocked as I pick myself up the next day and do it all over again in the same dismal hopes of impressing the unimpressed.
I am woman, and this is getting pathetic.

Bounded

Thu, 07 Feb 2013 12:17:16 -0500

I may never feel those hands.
I may never kiss those lips.
But if I did, I am certain, I would be happy.
Make me happy.
Make me delighted.
I may never know the name.
I may never see the face.
But if I did, I am certain, I would not forget.
Make me remember.
Make me reminded.
My care is endless.
My love is boundless.
But I, myself, am bounded.
To know these things about you,
To have what I will of you,
I will be freed.

No Hay Salida

Sun, 03 Feb 2013 01:29:39 -0500

Me levanto y me besas en el hombro.
Miro en tu cara, yo llena de asombro.
Peleando en la noche, durmiendo ceñudos.
Estoy intentando, yo te lo juro.

La vida simple es lo que yo prefiero,
Pero que difícil es decirte yo te quiero.
Como el frio de medio febrero,
Tu vacío me congela como hielo.

Pero tu sonrisa a mi me funde.
Y me libera que me empuje.
Tus ojos me mezclan y me confunden.
Mientras tu toque y tu caricia me conducen.

En la trampa no hay salida
Y no me quiero ir.

Do I scare you?

Fri, 11 Jan 2013 19:17:18 -0500

I am falling for you,
That much is true.
But don’t shy away
Or do what you do
When people get too close.
Do I pose a threat?
Or you rather not be near me?
Not like this, not yet.
I admit, it’s hard not to fall
With all the things that you do,
The words you say,
But most of all it’s just you.
And the person you are,
Just so hard to resist.
It’s not easy to wake up
Without you to kiss.
But I’ll manage as I have.
I don’t want to make you mad,
So if my feelings upset you,
I guess you can be glad that
No, I don’t love you,
But that I’m starting to is true.
Believe me, it’s scares me
Just as much as it scares you.

Love & Like

Wed, 26 Dec 2012 03:40:48 -0500

I’ll tell you the difference between love and like:
It’s the difference between “what’s left?” and what’s right.
It’s saying it wrong and paying the price.
Love is what makes you cave in.

It’s putting what’s yours and what’s mine in flight.
It’s the give and the take and then going on strike.
It’s tenderness portrayed when you don’t feel too nice.
Love is a beautiful haven.

The difference is watching and waiting for fights.
It’s walking away but still kiss good night.
It’s making a way without thinking it twice.
Love is as good as you make it.

It’s the thing that will steal you and keep you all night.
It’s that which will stop you from acting in spite.
It’s saying the words with all of your might.
Love is full of amazement.

SpilledInkByRJay: Sleep

Wed, 26 Dec 2012 02:57:17 -0500

SpilledInkByRJay: Sleep:

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Laying down
My brain is ready to hibernate
All of the chemicals in my brain and the signals slow down allowing me to be in a state of relaxation
Soon I’ll slip away into that happy state of immobility where I peacefully vanish from the world we live in
Internally the body is off work chilling…

heading there soon

A Guise

Tue, 25 Dec 2012 21:04:41 -0500

I’ve written words to you and the next
Though I try to live it down, I’m reminded of my ex
And sticking this thing out is feeling like a test
I’m trying my best, Ben.

A little conceited seems more like a guise
But to continue to play will be my demise
Here I’m telling too much just not to tell lies
I’m loving your eyes

You’re not mine.
I’m not yours.
It’s okay,
It’s absurd to think otherwise.
From the next
To the rest
I figure it’s best
I have no time to waste on other guys.

Photo

Sat, 03 Nov 2012 19:07:09 -0400

Sin Título

Wed, 31 Oct 2012 22:25:58 -0400

Escribiendo las palabras de ayer.
Esperando los deseos de hoy.
Disfrutando la vida de mañana.
Asi vivo, asi soy.
Viviendo mis sueños por aqui.
Dejando la realidad por aca.
Amando cada día por ahi.
Asi yo estoy contenta.

Yet to Dream

Mon, 06 Aug 2012 11:43:50 -0400

For the few moments in your arms,

I felt things I never felt before.

Something about you is different; something about you is raw.

And when I look into your eyes,

I see things I have never seen;

I hear music I have never heard; I see dreams I have yet to dream.

Anxious

Mon, 06 Aug 2012 11:40:33 -0400

How fast is too fast?

Is it the rate at which my heart will race when I am in your arms?

Or is it the speed of which the need to see you returns to me once more?

I ponder these things.

And I become anxious.

I am anxious to see you tomorrow.

I am anxious to hold your hand.

I’m anxious to kiss in public.

I’m anxious to be in your plans.

I’m anxious to be your girl.

I’m anxious to see if it’s right.

I am anxious to see where this goes.

I am anxious to be on your mind.

Faceless Years

Wed, 04 Jul 2012 06:45:42 -0400

I cried for you this morning;

I won’t do that again.

I cried for you the day before

In an attempt to be your friend.

But we’re not friends, we’re lovers,

And without the love we are nothing.

Despite everything we’ve been through

You stopped feeling that special something.

So pack your bags and get the hell out;

There’s no room in my life for wasted space.

And even though I’ll be seeing you tomorrow

I won’t be looking you in the face.

"Y si un dia tu decides regresar a mi, No lo dudes porque siempre estare aqui, Y aunque he sido mas..."

Mon, 02 Jul 2012 11:44:26 -0400

“Y si un dia tu decides regresar a mi,
No lo dudes porque siempre estare aqui,
Y aunque he sido mas que un futuro incierto,
Pero es cierto, lo que siento,
Hasta el viento me habla de ti… (c)”

- (via divineoccurrence)

No olvides

Mon, 02 Jul 2012 05:05:03 -0400

Solo busco amarte;

Deja que lo haga.

No olvides.

Hay que acordarse

De la persona que te ama.

Eyes

Thu, 28 Jun 2012 14:26:10 -0400

When our eyes meet
I transcend all things
Lock me in there with you
Don’t ever let me go.

Fight it

Wed, 27 Jun 2012 19:43:11 -0400

I wonder if you can hear me

While I speak so soft,

Barely above a whisper,

Lighter than a cough.

I whisper in your ear

A prayer to have you near.

But you snore in your sleep,

And I know its sincere

That this doesn’t bother you,

Not in the slightest.

I can’t help but want you

But I know I’ve got to fight it.